There is nothing about our
life together quite yet.. but we promise you there will be! But for now
it seems as if we are together. We seem to know exactly what each other
is thinking most of the time, t least close to it. February 7th, 1998,
we had both became sick with the very same illness (a
sore throat worse than a prickle bush). It was a weird feeling to think
that both people, even though they are miles away from each other, managed
to get sick at the same time. In a way the feeling turned to be happiness,
for it was almost as if a sign was trying to pronounce that we were meant
for each other in every way. Sort of how you would hear those stories about
twins that tend to react the same way even if they didn't know each other.
Things are beginning to feel like we are actually with each other instead
of far apart, as we are.
Even to hold out the thought
of being far apart.. Matthew and I watched my favorite movie with each
other. (yes TOGETHER!) What I mean
by this is that the movie was being played on a T.V. channel, and we both
decided to watch it together. The
magical part was that, ever sense I was little I had adored "An American
Tail." Matthew knew this fact from asking one of my friends of my favorite
movie, or so that's how I think it happened. I was just in pure heaven
to be able to watch my favorite childhood movie with someone I cared about
so dearly! But I know if he was sitting right next to me.. the movie
would have been even more special than it had at that moment. The movie
sort of showed how I felt towards him, because the mice in there are looking
for each other and that love was what held them together. Of course the
story captures a brother and sister, but hey I can change that around a
little, can't I? :-)